Tuesday, 30 June 2015

Letting go...


In this year I have been deciding to let some things go that I had been both chasing and clinging to for a number of years.
I hadn’t realised how much these things had been directing my day to day and colouring my interactions with others, until I decided to let them go.

The ideas I had in the beginning and the reasons for much of my direction has changed.
It is freeing in a mental sense and also, hey more time to do other things!

There were also other things that I was through circumstance, made let go, losing an immediate family member to cancer is hard and I am still coming to terms with the loss.

My nest will be also empty this year, that is something I thought would not be as hard as it has proven to be. However it is a joy to see them both blossom into young adults. It is just far away.

So this is me, letting go…on the last day of #blogjune2015, I can’t wait to see where it leads.
@kalgrl
#blogjune

And…
“in the end only three things matter: how much you loved, how gently you lived and how gracefully you let go of things not meant for you.”


Still out here trying to be graceful.

Image from  http://theflowcentre.com/letting-go-flow/

Monday, 22 June 2015

Monday Meme - the 6 word story

Grieving in stages. It does happen. 


@kalgrl
#blogjune
thanks to 'Bun Toting Librarian" for the meme

Sunday, 21 June 2015

Poems my Father would quote...2

Boy-Dreams

I was a Pirate once, 
A blustering fellow with scarlet sash, 
A ready cutlass and language rash; 
From a ship with a rum-filled water-tank 
I made the enemy walk the plank; 
I marooned a man on an island bare, 
And seized his wife by her long, dark hair; 
Took treasure, such heaps of it!—wealth untold— 
Bright bars of silver and chunks of gold! 
Till my ship was choked to the decks with pelf, 
And no one dare touch it except myself 
And my black flag waved to the tearing breeze, 
And I was the terror of all the seas! 

oooOOooo

I am still researching poems my Father would quote, anywhere, anytime.. When the mood or occasion warranted.
This was the first verse of 'Boy Dreams' by Mabel Forrest
http://m.poemhunter.com/mabel-forrest/
1872-1935
Mabel Forrest (6 March 1872 – 18 March 1935) was an Australian writer and journalist. 

I was surprised to learn it was an Australian poem, but not when it was written. Mabel Forrest was interesting and I will be learning a bit more about her and reading more of her poetry soon. (Thanks Dad:) What follows is the rest of the poem, he only ever got to the end of the first verse so the remaining were new to me. 
Happy reading.... I too was a pirate once... Arrrrhh 
@kalgrl
#blogjune

oooOOooo

I was a Fairy once. 
I swung in the bows of the silky oak, 
And the harebells rang to the words I spoke, 
And my wings were fashioned of silver gauze, 
And I knew no grief and no human laws. 
And I lived where the laces of green leaves sway. 
And my life was one long, long holiday. 
No tasks to learn, and no bothering rules, 
No hectoring grown-ups, and no—more—schools; 
But a dance each eve, ’neath the moon’s cold light, 
To sit up as late as I liked at night. . . . 
For a lance I carried a grass-blade green, 
And my shield was cut from an olivine; 
I sipped cool dews from the cups of flowers, 
My days were threaded of happy hours! 

I was a Merman once. 
In the gloom of the amber-tinted seas, 
With the brown tang clinging about my knees, 
With a coral house, and a crab to ride, 
Who pranced, and who ambled from side to side; 
I wooed a Mermaid with emerald hair, 
Dragged the fierce sea-serpent from out his lair, 
With his flaming tongue and his awful might, 
And I slew him—easy—in open fight! 
I had strings of pearls, white as frozen milk, 
That were strung for me on sea-spider’s silk; 
And I never pined for the upper skies, 
Whose blue came down in the dead men’s eyes, 
Drowned men with the salt on their blackened lips, 
Who slid, drifting in, from the wrecks of ships; 
But I took the gold from the belts of all, 
To pave the road to my coral hall. 

I was a Hunter once, 
And I trapped and stalked in a pathless wood, 
And the talk of the wild things understood. 
With my leather leggings and hat of brown. 
I tracked the elk and the redskin down; 
Slew a grizzly bear in a mountain cave, 
And tweaked the nose of an Indian brave. 
Ere I shot the rapids in birch canoe— 
For there was nothing I could not do. 
There was naught I did not dare or enjoy, 
In the magic world of a dreaming boy! 







Friday, 19 June 2015

Doctor knows his Apple...

For throwback Thursday...
I went to the doctor again on Tuesday, can't seem to shake this flu.
Anyway on his shelf above his very impressive large Apple screen he had three earlier versions of the Mac. Like the image below and two others. 
We had a short conversation about them and he said they caused a lot of comments and reminiscence from patients and visitors. 
Throwback Thursday. I like this.
@kalgrl
#blogjune

Wordless Wednesday @mpow


Monday, 15 June 2015

Layers, I like layers.. Parfait has layers

Thanks to 'Bun toting librarian' for this meme. (And Donkey from Shrek for the title)
Today, let’s get to know the blogger. Let’s peel back the layers of the onion.

LAYER ONE: THE OUTSIDE

What’s your preferred name? 
My name is Teresa, I prefer that but don't object to TB or Reese.
Do you wear glasses? 
Yes. I have worn glasses since I started high school.
How would you describe your fashion style? Comfortable 

LAYER TWO: THE INSIDE

What do you fear? 
Failing health 
What is your guilty pleasure? 
Hand made chocolates from 'cocoa desert' 
Buying something nice online 

LAYER THREE: YOUR THOUGHTS

What was your first thought when you woke up today?
How to get though the day as my head hurts - sinus is acting up
What you think about most?
Work 

LAYER FOUR: WHAT’S BETTER?

To be loved or respected? 
Love & respect go hand in hand. If pushed I would go for respect.

Dogs or cats? Dogs. at the moment we have an older kelpie and he is a sweetie.

LAYER FIVE: BELIEF

Believe in yourself? 
Still have doubts about my abilities 
Believe in love? 
Yes

LAYER SIX: YOUR TALENTS

Do you play a musical instrument? 
Yep, my iPod 
Do you enjoy cooking? 
I enjoy baking, which is not quite the same thing, but my area... I love the chemistry of it.
Are you any good at gardening? 
I am rubbish at gardening, but giving it a go...

LAYER SEVEN: YOUR FAVOURITES

Favourite animal? 
Otters 
Favourite movie? 
Blade Runner 
Favourite book? 
To kill a Mocking Bird. Mum bought me a hardcover commemorative version for the 50th year a few years ago. She knows me.

LAYER EIGHT: AGE

Does age matter? 
Only to others. It's a number. You are this age and are therefore predictable.. Bollocks to that. 


Guilty pleasure this month :))